// long days and endless nights….together //

so while having a date night with my husband i looked at him and said,” you know when we have kids do you think we could still have time to date like this?” he looked at me and without hesitation said,”yes!” i looked back and smiled and shook my head in agreement but on the inside…………..i cant say that i would agree. Craig is always optimistic and i on the other hand am the one to think of all the possible, “but what if” possibilites that could happen for better or for worse. Now in our life we enjoy coming and going at 4am to 4pm, having wild passionate sex with no interuption, and long “sleep in” saturdays with no activites to tend to. so i ask myself again is it really possible to date the same with babies ?? i look at my child having friends and applaud the ones who still make time for their spouse and babies. Mothers please share your tips for others because you never know… it could be someone somewhere who may need your advice on how to handle the load of womanhood. even though babies are nowhere in our future now  these are still the things that make me go hmmmmmm about the future. so if im thinking it….maybe a lady in the world is thinking the same. So share to grow and grow to share :) loving you all-Kmarie 

// Do you know the muffin (wo)man ?! If you don’t then who does?0o//

Hi my name is Keke. I am 30 yrs old , a sexy size 16 -and a popping buttons off spare tire effect 14 lmbo- I have breast too big to measure , kinky curly hair and skin the color of rich hot chocolate. I am a cougar not by choice but by selection. I am emotionally unbalanced: lol happy as day and evil as night with no in between. I call my friends by embarrassing goggleeyed pet names not because I’m weird but so they can wake up everyday and know how much they are loved by someone. I look in the mirror daily and love what I see even tho some days I don’t like me. And you know what….im perfectly fine and accept me:) Welcome to My beautiful truth. Can u do the same? Love you first because no one else can love you like you :)

// Where have you been//

Wow!!!! It’s been MONTHS since I’ve made a post but……I’m back :) now that my time is freed up it’s time to get back to what I love! Telling my shameless truth and encouraging all :) it is my hope that by sharing some I can help all. I am not perfect …and sharing my flaws is one of the biggest gifts I can give to others. It will let you see that ” you are ok” and ” yes you are normal” lol others may get offended but I ask If you are offended by MY truth is it something inside of you that is brought to the surface when given a reflection of me ……? So with ALL of this being said thinking of something cute to briefly describe me :) enjoy all that is to come :) remember love u 1st before anyone else can! Keke

// Something new! for real???? Only if I follow through! //

Its been awhile Tumblr (and FB) ppl since I’ve done a post. Its time to take my own advise. If I want something new I have to do something new. So today I begin (again) my work out schedule. Its time that I take control of this horrible disease of diabetes and take back MY LIFE! God has been so good keeping me! My blood sugar has been everywhere from the 600 to 19 and I’m sooo tired of it! My energy is up my energy is drastically down and I keep asking God how much ,really, can one persons body take! Lol I’m blessed to have good lab levels kidneys, retinas, blood pressure and thyroid levels are great and normal range. But I have to have wisdom and know that faith without works is DEAD! I can’t keep praying for good health and not do MY PART! So today I stand in Faith and Wisdom to begin this plan. But question is can I / will I stick with it???? I have to , I need to, if I want to live and if I want to give life to a child this is a MUST! I never worry about being too personal in my post because you (the person reading this) may benefit from what I go through. So ok let’s do it! Short term goal: work out x2weeks 30min (and build from there) , check blood sugar routine, and *sigh* cut down on the goodies lol I can do this with God and I will do this with the belief in myself! Be blessed Kmarie!

// Is it over yet? //

Physically tired but mentally strong. 4 1/2 weeks of class left. Praying for strength to keep me motivated. That’s my update ppl. I will be back on Tumblr soon to blog and update more u guys be blessed :) outie 5000 G!

// Busy bee//

Hey guys here is a brief update , busy with school, about to celebrate my one year with the hubby, and still enjoying the hair. Told u it would be brief lol.

// Happy hello//

Hey Tumblr family! Just wanted to give a quick hello to everybody :) hope all is well! Life is good on this end !! Miss u all and it’s time for somemore post! I promise to keep in touch more! Ttyl!

Hey tumb-divas! It’s been awhile! Been focusing on my YouTube channel but you dolls know I love ya! Quick update: life is good been working and just LOVING my hubby bubbly! My hair is doing great! It’s growing growing growing! I do miss u all and promise to update more often! I am still focusing on self esteem loves so always remember to love u 100%!!!!! NO MATTER WHAT! muahhhh- kmarie